I can handle the week nights being alone, but when the weekend comes and I know that everybody is either out enjoying themselves having fun, or spending a nice night in with there loved ones. Normally I would have downed a nice bottle of vino by now, but I have decided that I am not going to drink at home on my own anymore...What's the point ?? To feel even more sad and feel crap in the morning.
I have my 2 boys with me, but there tucked up in bed and my daughter is staying the night with my mum. I am used to being by myself and I know that I will start enjoying the peace and quiet soon. On a lighter note though things are starting to get easier - Part-time Daddy has told my mum that he will have them for the day on sunday - And thats only because she had a word with him, not because he wanted to. My daughter asked me if I would have another baby ( A little sister for her ) well I nearly passed out...I think I'll buy her a re-born doll of E-bay to stop her going on.
Anyway hope all you lovely bloggers are having a nice evening, whatever you are doing and also enjoy the wet bank holiday we have ahead of us x













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2008-05-02 @ 23:10